Emo

I have no idea what is going on this year seriously. Having all the negative thoughts and depressing thoughts. Recently a friend commit suicide, i don't know what has happened but i think she is depressed. It takes million of courage to jump off. I guess her depressed issues are worst thn mine. Even i'm feeling sad, lonely or depressed. I find that i have no courage to jump. Th most i'll do is cry. I guess due to old age i can't club and drink. Just find that you know there are nobody in this world will care about you. I mean who th fuck am i right? Or why should they even bother and add burden to their own problem?

Singapore is such a stressful place to llive in seriously. Everyday is a stressful day. With all sort of SHYT happening around you. People talk behind you, people dislike you, people jealous of you, people pushed you to your limit, people beat you, people scold you, people acting inferior infront of you and trying to sabo you. See all this shyt are happening!

I might appear happy-go-lucky but i'm happy-go-lucky when i'm with my friend, work or busy/occupy with something. When i'm alone i'll start to think about all th shyt happening to me. Thinking why am i th unlucky one? Why i have to face this situation? Many many thoughts. Guess it's bcos of female brain. *sigh*

Awesome fever day.

On 19th april when receive SQ award was still hyperactive. But having cough and flu already. Around 2+ started to feel colder and colder. Went back ward to rest. And took cab home.

Check temperature was 38.4! Faster sleep!

Woke up still coughing and nose still 'running'. Crap. Re check temperature was 40!!!!!!!! DAFUQ. THIS IS CRAZY! Faster sleep again. Hahaha.

Woke up next day and took mc. Tada! (: luckily now no more fever but my mucous got blood stain sia. Zzz.

Sashimi

My love for sashimi will never stop. Omg. I really can eat them everyday sia! HAHAHA! ^^

Venepunture

Yesterday got poke to take blood. Why? Thabks to sue! She have new phlebo to train. They poke each other but not enough to get competency done. So yea i'm kana by sue to be their training model!

Wah piang damn scary please. But sue said my vein is big. Thanks god. Th girl poke me straight away hit my vein and took blood! (: erm not very painful. Think ant bite is more painful thn this. Gosh! Took picture too. ^^

Dream

Yesterday i ha a dream but i can't rmb much on it. Just know that me and my friends have a good times somewhere. I dream of my friend's ex girlf with her current boyf. LOL! EPIC SIOL! I also don't know why i will have a dream like that. Hmm.

We Got Married

Just watch We Got Married Leeteuk and Kangsora 16th episode. Sora arrange blind dates for Sungmin Eunhyuk Donghea and Kyuhyuk (Fighting Junior) with her actress friends Soneunseo ShinSoYul LeeSena and JungYunJoo.

So they have gathering early in th morning 8am! Omg. At a coffee club. All show their talents and etc etc. so they made their decision. Sungmin&Shinsoyul Eunhyuk&Leesena Donghea&Soneunseo Kyuhyuk&Jungyunjoo. Thn went bowling and Sungmin got a kiss from Shinsoyul! OMG. AT THEIR FIRST MEETING. ARGHHH MY SUNGMIN OPPA! ):

After bowling is time for final decision. But before that th girls prepare dancing talent. Was cute sexy and awesome! Their bodies were weee wuuu weee. Hahahaha!

So during final decision Sungmin called Shinsoyul and they are couple! Secondly is Eunhyuk! EUNHYUK CALLED SONEUNSEO! OMFG. Leesena was damn sad please. And soneunseo answered. GOSH! Donghea was like damn sad please.

Thn Donghea called Soneunseo but she didn't answered. ): CRAP! Thn Kyuhyuk called Jungyunjoo and formed a couple too! When Leesena called Eunhyuk, he damn bad boy! He asked Soneunseo to answer and said please don't call! God! Jitao Leesena can't control herself and cried! (before that her eyes were teary when Eunhyuk didn't call her)

So Leeteuk and Kangsora gave Donghea a final chance to call th girl he really wants. And yes he called Soneunseo! And ues she answered. YES! Reason why she accept Eunhyuk is because Donghea said if he like a girl he will get hold of her till th end. So she is like testing him. But happy ending for them. Am glad. So now Eunhyuk no couple because he is a bad boy! So Leeteuk gave Leesena a last chance to decide whether to call again. And of cos she said give her time to think. Finally she called and Eunhyuk answered, he said i'm sorry. Leesena forgive him and TADA, HAPPY ENDING!

I watched till i'm about to cry and damn kan chiong! Gosh. Hahaha. Eunhyuk is a bad and play boy. LOL! ^^ but i still like you! :D

Now i can get FAT!

I must slim down at least 5-10kg to reach my goal! I must jiayou! Like this picture show after marriage i can get fat. Before marriage slim down. So wedding photos also nice nice. ^^