Emo

I have no idea what is going on this year seriously. Having all the negative thoughts and depressing thoughts. Recently a friend commit suicide, i don't know what has happened but i think she is depressed. It takes million of courage to jump off. I guess her depressed issues are worst thn mine. Even i'm feeling sad, lonely or depressed. I find that i have no courage to jump. Th most i'll do is cry. I guess due to old age i can't club and drink. Just find that you know there are nobody in this world will care about you. I mean who th fuck am i right? Or why should they even bother and add burden to their own problem?

Singapore is such a stressful place to llive in seriously. Everyday is a stressful day. With all sort of SHYT happening around you. People talk behind you, people dislike you, people jealous of you, people pushed you to your limit, people beat you, people scold you, people acting inferior infront of you and trying to sabo you. See all this shyt are happening!

I might appear happy-go-lucky but i'm happy-go-lucky when i'm with my friend, work or busy/occupy with something. When i'm alone i'll start to think about all th shyt happening to me. Thinking why am i th unlucky one? Why i have to face this situation? Many many thoughts. Guess it's bcos of female brain. *sigh*